Merida
Well-Known Member
Michael,
I am a late responder to your story, but want to tell how much I appreciate your sharing of this unimagineable experience. I certainly can relate . I came very close to death - partly because of the extremely cruel treatment by my HMO. Of course I was immediately referred to psychiatry, despite the fact that an outside orthopedic doc said I needed an immediate cervical MRI, as he thought I had spinal cord injury - following a chiropractic adjustment of my neck. The psychiatrist's idea was that my husband should take me a distance from home in the car and drop me off to walk home - when I couldn't even walk to the bathroom.
Interestingly, the injury occurred 2 months after I had to euthanize my dog - to whom I was very bonded. A part of me 'wanted' to go with her, I think.
I believe that we ME/ CFS/ FM people are special in many ways - very sensitive, very emotional, intuitive, kind, helpful. We tend to try to do everything perfectly, and have the intellect to pretty much accomplish that - at least for a while.
I am wondering if you think your Mom's death figured into all of this? I am so sorry that you lost her at such a young age. My son is about your age, and a lot like you, I think. He was 17 when all of this happened to me. He became very sensitive to sounds, and starting throwing up meals. He has a history of Lab -documented Epstein Barr at age 5 in 1986 - 104 fever for a week, followed by multiple neuro symptoms lasting many years.
I have tried to understand these connections for years. I am remembering a comment by Dr. Galpin on Ancient Aliens ( dr. Galpin is double board certified - internal med. and infectious disease - one of the first people here in L.A. To treat AIDS patients - brilliant doc) He was talking about the introduction of alien viruses and mentioned that viruses may even be able to change emotions and how we think about things.The Dr. Ian Lipkin was also interviewed on that program. Their comments have given me pause - and thinking in new directions.
I am grateful you are well. May all that is Good, and Strong, and Beautiful bless you and keep you well .
I am a late responder to your story, but want to tell how much I appreciate your sharing of this unimagineable experience. I certainly can relate . I came very close to death - partly because of the extremely cruel treatment by my HMO. Of course I was immediately referred to psychiatry, despite the fact that an outside orthopedic doc said I needed an immediate cervical MRI, as he thought I had spinal cord injury - following a chiropractic adjustment of my neck. The psychiatrist's idea was that my husband should take me a distance from home in the car and drop me off to walk home - when I couldn't even walk to the bathroom.
Interestingly, the injury occurred 2 months after I had to euthanize my dog - to whom I was very bonded. A part of me 'wanted' to go with her, I think.
I believe that we ME/ CFS/ FM people are special in many ways - very sensitive, very emotional, intuitive, kind, helpful. We tend to try to do everything perfectly, and have the intellect to pretty much accomplish that - at least for a while.
I am wondering if you think your Mom's death figured into all of this? I am so sorry that you lost her at such a young age. My son is about your age, and a lot like you, I think. He was 17 when all of this happened to me. He became very sensitive to sounds, and starting throwing up meals. He has a history of Lab -documented Epstein Barr at age 5 in 1986 - 104 fever for a week, followed by multiple neuro symptoms lasting many years.
I have tried to understand these connections for years. I am remembering a comment by Dr. Galpin on Ancient Aliens ( dr. Galpin is double board certified - internal med. and infectious disease - one of the first people here in L.A. To treat AIDS patients - brilliant doc) He was talking about the introduction of alien viruses and mentioned that viruses may even be able to change emotions and how we think about things.The Dr. Ian Lipkin was also interviewed on that program. Their comments have given me pause - and thinking in new directions.
I am grateful you are well. May all that is Good, and Strong, and Beautiful bless you and keep you well .
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