Autumn
Member
Hi Eddie,
Thanks for asking. I'm not too well. 10 months of sick leave and little improvement. My last 2 appointments with gp happened over the phone. He seems very absent minded or stopped caring? I don't know. He didn't ask any questions at all about how my days are, my sleep, or the rash/allergic symptoms I've been having and told him about on the phone. Just asked 'how are you mentally?'. To which I replied I was having a hard time and felt frustrated and somewhat worried. So my sick leave note now says 'cfs with mood disorder'. Yeah well, whatever... I'm done. It's weird when you speak honestly about how you feel your emotions are somehow pathological. But yeah, it's the same stuff all over again: doc doesn't know what to do so the fact that you're not getting better is your fault and it's just all in your head. Also, if we wait long enough and ignore the problem altogether the utter exhaustion and pain and whatnot eventually turns into depression. See, you were just depressed all along!
Besides 5+ years of physical therapy, osteopathy, psychotherapy, supplements,... and I'm worse off.
So I guess I'll be going back to work at the end of July as sick leave doesn't get me anywhere and there's no help at all.
Sorry for ranting
How are things for you? Did you manage to get off the mirtazapine?
Thanks for asking. I'm not too well. 10 months of sick leave and little improvement. My last 2 appointments with gp happened over the phone. He seems very absent minded or stopped caring? I don't know. He didn't ask any questions at all about how my days are, my sleep, or the rash/allergic symptoms I've been having and told him about on the phone. Just asked 'how are you mentally?'. To which I replied I was having a hard time and felt frustrated and somewhat worried. So my sick leave note now says 'cfs with mood disorder'. Yeah well, whatever... I'm done. It's weird when you speak honestly about how you feel your emotions are somehow pathological. But yeah, it's the same stuff all over again: doc doesn't know what to do so the fact that you're not getting better is your fault and it's just all in your head. Also, if we wait long enough and ignore the problem altogether the utter exhaustion and pain and whatnot eventually turns into depression. See, you were just depressed all along!
Besides 5+ years of physical therapy, osteopathy, psychotherapy, supplements,... and I'm worse off.
So I guess I'll be going back to work at the end of July as sick leave doesn't get me anywhere and there's no help at all.
Sorry for ranting
How are things for you? Did you manage to get off the mirtazapine?